[lastfm]Metallica’[/lastfm]s 2004 documentary, Some Kind of Monster, exposed some unhealthy tensions within the band, and now [lastfm]Lars Ulrich[/lastfm] is saying he wishes it never had.

In a recent interview with Australia’s Sydney Herald Sun, the drummer admits that the band’s excessive behavior in the film has followed it throughout the years.

“Every time I see [Former [lastfm]Oasis[/lastfm] guitarist] [lastfm]Noel Gallagher[/lastfm] he quotes lines from that movie back to me,” he said. “That thing has taken on a life of its own. I had to live that s**t for three f**king years. The whole thing was a mindf**k.”

He added, “I am aware a lot of other musicians seem to have lived a lot of those moments. They weren’t necessarily stupid enough to film them like we were and share them with the rest of the world.”

He continued on to say that the band has come a long way since Some Kind of Monster.

“There is a good vibe in the band now, everyone’s having fun and getting along,” he said. “Things are real easy and borderline pleasant.”